How did I create this? Why did I create this? What do I need to fix?
So let me tell you how the law of attraction played out to give me clarity to what I really wanted.
The truth is, I was on the brink of making a financial decision that I was not quite comfortable with. I had put money down on an apartment for my daughter, because she wanted it so much. But I didn’t feel quite ready for the financial commitment this would entail on a regular monthly basis. I felt as if I was taking on too much too fast. Everything was working out with respect to what she wanted. When I thought about it, I said if she has created this then the means for me to afford it will appear…but I didn’t feel it. I didn’t have the knowing that I should have…there was just a small degree of discomfort that I didn’t play up, because I didn’t want to magnify that vibration. I kept trying to line up with my decision by softening my resistance. Abraham says that once you make a decision then the only thing to do is to line up with it. I was trying but I wasn’t getting there. In the meantime, all things were working out with respect to the purchase of the apartment. The day after the accident would have been the last day for me to be able to withdraw from the transaction without a penalty. That is what I did.
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The crack of least resistance…the insurance paid out the market value of my car. The crack of least resistance…I had just received a cheque from the Government as a tax refund. The two combined and I was able to buy a newer model that will probably serve me a lot longer, and still have no car payment.
The crack of least resistance…I knew what I had to do even as I was on my way to the hospital in the ambulance…I called my real estate agent and told him, the deal is off.
Some of my friends have turned around and asked me “you’re always so positive, why did this thing happen to you”… and I say “the universe always has a plan, and it is a much better plan than any I could come up with my self”.
Blessings to you all. All is well. Things always work out for me.
A very special thank you to my internet buddies, Debbie Happy Cohen and Kenneth Dambruck - talking to you helped me find my sea legs again. Love you lots. Thank you.
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